Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Money..go bye bye

My Joyful Journey in Automobile Repair, blogging from the dealership.

Today, I will get perhaps 600 dollars of car repairs.  Monday I spent 300, two weeks before I spent 800 dollars on property taxes for Richmond city, including two years in which I didn't live in this city, plus a 285 dollar car payment on the fifteenth means that so far this month, my car will have cost me a grand total of 1985 dollars just to posess in good condition, factor in cost of gas and replacing oil and I'll be up to around 2000 dollars this month alone.

Next on the agenda, I'll have to replace perhaps my head gasket and piston rings, a cost of at least 600, if I indeed am amble to help and "do it myself".

AHHHHHH!  I thank God I have a decent job.

It boggles your mind when you think about how a poor person might feel confronted with all this.  It would essentially mean destitution.  When you have something very specific you're saving for, it's just frustrating.  BUT, despite all my annoyance, it is simply that, and I'm trying to keep my head on straight. 

It COULD be worse.  God has been good to me.  I just have to remember how fortunate I really am.

Dang it!

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

To Leonard Cohen, you were amazing.

Leonard Cohen, dark haired deep voiced jewish observer of life. 

 

 

Have you ever tried to kill a fly?  You’ll swing at them once, they swivel around you in a circle too fast to meet your slow turn.  You’re like a dog chasing it’s tail.  You sit down on a putrid green, uncomfortable sofa, put your laptop in it’s place to write, only to have the hairy arsed fly sit on top, as if to mock you.  You take your hands and slowly move them up behind the screen to see if you can move behind his eyes.  You make a clap where you think he’ll fly.  But the freaking fly is faster.  He does a quick victory lap, and you with your heavy ass are unable to get up to knock him as he does so, just out of arms reach.

 

So, when you get up to get a drink, you notice the fly whizzing around, making his noise like a miniature race car. Rolling up your roommates pharmacology notes to make a swatter.  You watch him as he circles, counting and understanding his rythym.  You use it to destroy him.  The great pain in the ass falls to the floor silently, and undramatically.  He might twitch a bit, but you’ve no time to pick up his green and brown, black and hairy body.  Another fly is whizzing around now.

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Danny Deckchair? or Myth Buster Buster....either way a new hero

http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/07/10/flying.lawn.chair.ap/index.html

 For those of you out there who believed the mythbusters episode showing that it was impossible to use helium baloons to take a flight, check out the above article of a man who flew 193 miles in oregon using just that.  Ah...it appears that I might have to travel to australia soon and try it out Danny Deckchair style.

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Longing

I like,      looking at flowers

holding them to my nose,      and smelling them

letting the light  visible in their petals   warm me  

O'Keefe would be jelous of my flowers

I often bend and pull them up by their roots, to carry them with me for a while

I discard them not    but put them back where I find them         If I can 

praying all the long I've not damaged their roots, taken them from earth too long

I see flowers all around, and each gives me its glory

Colors, textures, scents,     beauties all

I wander endlessly the fields

I like, looking at flowers

 

I'd like to bring one flower home    water it   nurture it 

I'd like to love but one pretty flower   

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

the heart is mightier than the gun

Lately, more and more I find myself wishing for peace on this earth.  We as American's now face a challenging future in this world.  Not a challenge that we will be militarily defeated but one in which we loose ourselves in vein struggles to spread the gospel of "democracy".  True, democracy is good, and we are blessed to have it.  But it is untrue that we can simply force it on others.  The hippie movement in large part was not at all anti-democracy or anti-communist.  It was a pro-human movement.  Unfortunately, it was Godless in it's aim and thus was not adoptable by America as a whole.  Freedom was abused in that our parents chose to free themselves of all obligation to not just country but to faith.  Despite that, the hippie movement served to temper our war with communism.  Had it not, nuclear war may well have destroyed our earth.  I would never have been born.  In the same sense that communism eventually lost out to democracy or some other form, so must the ideals behind terrorism pass.  We lost in Vietnam, and I am sad to say that Iraq and Afghanistan seem to have no end in site to their struggles, but fingerpointing must not be our way.  I don't believe in walking a way.  I think though at this point we must do the will of the Iraqi people as a whole, whatever the consequence.  If we choose their form of government for them, than we are in fact ruling them and that is not democracy. 

I look at the world, and I see two fragmented worlds.  We are not fighting for democracy, instead we are firing shots back at a world which we "modern" peoples see as primitive.  The problem with this is, that our moderness or what have you has not made the lives of the not-modern any better and sometimes fails to make our lives any better.  We as a country are failing.  We stress our rights to this and that as if we were entitled to it all, while children die in Africa by the millions whether it be starvation, war, or disease.  This is unacceptable. 

I realized today as I drove the toll road home that I throw into each toll what is perhaps half a day's wages in some parts of this world as if it were nothing.  WE HAVE NO SENSE OF OUR POWER TO DO GOOD.  As christians there can be no excuse not to do better.  We truly truly truly need a reality check.  It's so hard to imagine that others can even live on so little.  The reality of man is that he is selfish by nature.  The reality of my faith is that it empowers me to change  it for myself.  50 cents is Power.  Insane to think that a happy meal is three days wages somewhere.  Imagine waiting three days between meals to get a crappy happy meal. It is so hard to be poor, it is so easy to become jelous.  Terrorism will not be defeated by arms, but by good ideology.  Certainly as human beings we have a right to defend ourselves.  But let us practice deterance not war.  It worked against communism.  Let history repeat itself.  War is not my faith. 

Who is more powerful than God?

In the bible it said "God is Love"

Therefore Love is the most powerful weapon we can wield.  We must learn this.  If war works, than why is it still happening?  Why is hatred still so prevelent.  The truth is that Love wins even when it looses, that's why Jesus came to earth.  We must love muslim, we must love jew, hindu, buhdist,  we most love every race, every creed.  It sounds broken record, unrealistic, I know.  But there can be no more excuse.  We as a world are in a state of brokeneness.  Let us mend the wounds with the healing power of God.  Christ be with us!

In america it has been shown that our collective concious can change.  Bigotry is falling away, and freedom's bells are ringing, but greed has become us.  We are not hungry, we are lustful.  My lust, my hungers too must change.  Forgive me father, grace upon all your children.

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

Good Morning...and in case I don't see you, GA GE and GN

Simply that I may speak
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